UGH WHY DO WE SHARE BRAINS.

I think one of the most memorable moments of our friendship was when we went to Argo and you told me you and Em had broken up. And then we cried. To tribal music. That, to me, is a significant moment in my life.

I don't know if I'll be able to stay with Riley if he's gone for a year. I think it all depends on how he views our relationship. Right now, I'm pretty unsure about his long term commitment to me, and I think he is, too. He did say "Well, you would have an excuse to travel to Italy!" and I said "Yeah, I just have so much money and all I need is an EXCUSE to go to Italy". That shut him up. See how I can be a bitch? I'm lucky I'm attatched. I wouldn't want to date anyone other than him. I love him so much and he makes me feel gooey and mushy and another rotten fruit word. I just know he's young and wants to do so much with his life and art and I just can't force babies and love and marriage on him now. But in 2 years....maybe.

Money sucks so much. I wish I was still in college and my mom gave me money to spend and I didn't have any bills except for my $500 max credit card I opened when I was a senior in high school. I don't think I'll ever be able to stand having a teenager because I'd envy them too much. I'd make them pay rent. And utilities.

Can we run away together? And raise a family? Our kids would be so sassy. And they'd be all " Momma D who was that guy Momma A had over last night?" and you'd be all "That's her boyfriend. Mind your own fucking business." and they'd be like "Imma tell Momma A you cursed" and then you'd raise your hand to slap them and they'd run from the room. TRUE LOVE.