So....

I don't know if I ever told you this story, in fact, I'm almost certain I havent.
BUTTTTT
(hahabutt)

When I was at Winthrop on of my closest friends, Alex (who is one of the only ppl i keep in touch with), was convinced she had a crush on me, and i was like 'no you don't' and she was like 'it just sucks b/c you won't even try' and i was like 'wtf' and she was like 'why can't we just date for a while and see if it works' and i was like 'alex, you're not gay, like, AT ALL' and she was very sad. It's really funny to think about now. Like, we were talking about it a few months ago and laughing really hard b/c she's engaged to this boy now, and its really funny to think about the time when she had a huge crush on me and i was like 'you're striaght, calm down'

anyway. I'm telling you this b/c that's probably the only time I actually told someone 'no' when they wanted to date me. Usually I just date the person b/c like...if they like me, why wouldn't I want to date them, you know?

The girl I told you about in the last post asked me on a date, and I said no. The thing is, bestfriend, I can't date anyone for a while, remember how since i started dating people I didn't really stop? It's like the six months between amy and anna gail where you and I ate cheezits all the time and watched 90210 and Top Model and bad movies? Best 6 months of my life.

I miss you, I wish you were here. I'm trying to make Kristin (LU) be my stable/straight best friend. I feel like if I don't have a straight girl to keep me in check, I'll die.

Which is why you should move here.
When I'm rich and famous will you just come live with me for a little bit??

I love you.